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Dedication

I dedicate this to you.

You broke my heart,
split it in pieces.
Waisted my time
and I can't get it back
Lead me on
When I could have moved on
Told me sweet things
Made me fall for you
and yet you have a girlfriend
While I'm still stuck on you
But thanks for this heart break
I owe it all to you

Love Game

Love game round one

Exchange hearts with someone
Catch is , you lose yours time's up the game's done
Love can be as suspenseful as a horror film
and yet still be the thing everyone looks forward to
So here I am playing love game round two
Got further than last time already
But I must admit the relationship stage is quite scary
But I know this is what I want
So I'll keep it goin
No longer a confused puppy
In this love game I'm a big dog
Lets just see if I have an exchange
Or someone ends up taking my heart

crushed...

I'm so caught up in you

It's like a whirlwind of I love you(s)
& a sweet tornado of I miss you(s)
& a blissful hurricane of I just want to be with you(s)
I'm a kid in the candy store
when it comes to seeing you
& a kid departing Disneyland
when it comes to leaving you
My face lights up
every time I think of you
but my heart is crushed
when I cannot be with you

Too much?

Is it too much to ask to be treated like a lady?
Instead of being looked at as boys lustful cravings?
Cause I swear if I hear, "aye you bad, check it out" one more time
I think I would really tell a dude he's a waste of my time
cause if I remember correctly I fell for that line
and it was only a matter of time
before my heart was no longer mine
It already takes forever to get my heart back
after you break it and apologize so i fall for that wack line that goes
" baby i love you, and it may be hard for me to commit to you
but I sware for you there's nothing that i wouldnt do
and I'll close my eyes and cover my ears before I witness anyone else hurt you"
Notice that he said anyone else and not himself
when he's the main one causing me stress and damaging my health

Is it too much to ask for a guy to be a gentleman not only when we meet
but later down the line too and years later I don't want to say this when my daughter comes to me
and asks mommy how did you and daddy meet?
"I was on my way to school and your dad was getting a ride from his friend
then he hopped out the back seat and said aye baby can I talk to you for a second?
So I fell in love and later on had you princess"
So she can look at me like I'm stupid and say "that's it"
Maybe I'm asking for too much.
Maybe now's not the time for love.
I don't want to be treated with respect only in public
and find out later you just want me under your covers
Neither you or any other boy has been that clever yet
and still every dude thinks he's so different from the rest
Ladies if you hear these lines please don't fall for it.
This may be too much but I'm still asking for it.

heartless

Currently living heartless in life 'cause I gave him my heart and he ran out of sight. Now he can be with the TRUE love of his life, but hey if he's happy I'm happy...right?

Hold On

If you compared my life to a play structure,
I would stand there, feet swinging
holding on tight to the monkey bars
too afraid to even think about letting go
since I hold on tight to my pass

I hold on the the memories
of packing boxes and leaving my one true home
I was excited at the time but it took me to be gone
to finally realize how much I truly left behind

I hold on to how scared I was coming into highschool
scared to walk the halls and find my class rooms
anticipating that first bell that was going to ring soon

I hold on to my little princess
who was sadly taken away from me
little cousin I'm still holding on to you
and I love you till my death Mi'Arre

I hold on to my countless number of cries
that never seem to end
but I constantly continue to wipe my eyes
and always make amends

I try to tune my life out with the radio
but I keep hearing the same songs
so I tune the music out and i hold on
to these painful memories
of broken families
fussing and arguing
seems to always get to me

so I cry

but only at night when no one else can hear me
so I can stay being the least of everyone elses worries

I break my neck everyday trying to make others happy
and sadly at the end of the day I still feel like I've done wrong
I appreciate the people who gladly encourage me to be strong

I try to keep it pushing
but I find it hard to move on
I cant detach myself from the past
so I guess for now I'll hold on.