Peace, Love, and Poetry!

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2010-05-12T17:20:00.001-07:00

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Dedication

2010-03-04T21:40:00.000-08:00

I dedicate this to you.

You broke my heart,
split it in pieces.
Waisted my time
and I can't get it back
Lead me on
When I could have moved on
Told me sweet things
Made me fall for you
and yet you have a girlfriend
While I'm still stuck on you
But thanks for this heart break
I owe it all to you

Love Game

2010-03-04T21:38:00.000-08:00

Love game round one

Exchange hearts with someone
Catch is , you lose yours time's up the game's done
Love can be as suspenseful as a horror film
and yet still be the thing everyone looks forward to
So here I am playing love game round two
Got further than last time already
But I must admit the relationship stage is quite scary
But I know this is what I want
So I'll keep it goin
No longer a confused puppy
In this love game I'm a big dog
Lets just see if I have an exchange
Or someone ends up taking my heart

crushed...

2010-03-04T21:34:00.000-08:00

I'm so caught up in you

It's like a whirlwind of I love you(s)
& a sweet tornado of I miss you(s)
& a blissful hurricane of I just want to be with you(s)
I'm a kid in the candy store
when it comes to seeing you
& a kid departing Disneyland
when it comes to leaving you
My face lights up
every time I think of you
but my heart is crushed
when I cannot be with you

Too much?

2010-03-04T21:29:00.000-08:00

Is it too much to ask to be treated like a lady?
Instead of being looked at as boys lustful cravings?
Cause I swear if I hear, "aye you bad, check it out" one more time
I think I would really tell a dude he's a waste of my time
cause if I remember correctly I fell for that line
and it was only a matter of time
before my heart was no longer mine
It already takes forever to get my heart back
after you break it and apologize so i fall for that wack line that goes
" baby i love you, and it may be hard for me to commit to you
but I sware for you there's nothing that i wouldnt do
and I'll close my eyes and cover my ears before I witness anyone else hurt you"
Notice that he said anyone else and not himself
when he's the main one causing me stress and damaging my health

Is it too much to ask for a guy to be a gentleman not only when we meet
but later down the line too and years later I don't want to say this when my daughter comes to me
and asks mommy how did you and daddy meet?
"I was on my way to school and your dad was getting a ride from his friend
then he hopped out the back seat and said aye baby can I talk to you for a second?
So I fell in love and later on had you princess"
So she can look at me like I'm stupid and say "that's it"
Maybe I'm asking for too much.
Maybe now's not the time for love.
I don't want to be treated with respect only in public
and find out later you just want me under your covers
Neither you or any other boy has been that clever yet
and still every dude thinks he's so different from the rest
Ladies if you hear these lines please don't fall for it.
This may be too much but I'm still asking for it.

heartless

2010-03-03T08:10:00.000-08:00

Currently living heartless in life 'cause I gave him my heart and he ran out of sight. Now he can be with the TRUE love of his life, but hey if he's happy I'm happy...right?

Hold On

2010-01-31T13:45:00.000-08:00

If you compared my life to a play structure,
I would stand there, feet swinging
holding on tight to the monkey bars
too afraid to even think about letting go
since I hold on tight to my pass

I hold on the the memories
of packing boxes and leaving my one true home
I was excited at the time but it took me to be gone
to finally realize how much I truly left behind

I hold on to how scared I was coming into highschool
scared to walk the halls and find my class rooms
anticipating that first bell that was going to ring soon

I hold on to my little princess
who was sadly taken away from me
little cousin I'm still holding on to you
and I love you till my death Mi'Arre

I hold on to my countless number of cries
that never seem to end
but I constantly continue to wipe my eyes
and always make amends

I try to tune my life out with the radio
but I keep hearing the same songs
so I tune the music out and i hold on
to these painful memories
of broken families
fussing and arguing
seems to always get to me

so I cry

but only at night when no one else can hear me
so I can stay being the least of everyone elses worries

I break my neck everyday trying to make others happy
and sadly at the end of the day I still feel like I've done wrong
I appreciate the people who gladly encourage me to be strong

I try to keep it pushing
but I find it hard to move on
I cant detach myself from the past
so I guess for now I'll hold on.

I think it's cute

2010-01-20T21:55:00.001-08:00

I think it's cute when a dude holds his girl, not because she wants him to, because he wants to.

I think it's cute when a couple does the stupidest things together and/or have inside jokes with each other that no one else understands.

I think it's cute when a guy teaches his girl how to play video games just so they can play together.

I think it's cute when a couple supports each other when no one else does.

I think it's cute when a couple argues but no one wants to leave & they both really want to say I love you.

I think it's cute when a girl sleeps in her boyfriends shirt.

I think it's cute when a couples play fights.

I think it's cute when a couple randomly tell each other they miss or love each other.

Random Blog : Thoughts of today.! (1-16-10)

2010-01-16T18:18:00.000-08:00

Currently listening to music so I"m going to keep putting in what songs I"m listening to throughout the blog. :)

Song #1: Chris Brown- I wanna be

Ok so, first off I feel really bad about what happened to the people in Haiti and my heart really goes out to them. I have like no money right now so the fact that I dont hae anything to give eats away at me. I have a lot of clothes that I don't need, my mom and little brother do too so I would love to donate them if I could I just dont know how, If anyone knows how let me know on here or twitter. www.twitter.com/PrettyYoungPoet

Song#2: Beyonce - Halo

Next, I've been doing ok as far as reading and writing everynight but I'll be honest I havent been doing it every single night! I"m performing at the poetry reading at my school again and I'm a little more confident about this one but still nervous. :) As soon as I complete another poem I'll share it with you guys.

Song#3 Sammie - Twitter Freak

January 5th made a year since I ate any meat (not including seafood). So on January 8th I ate a burger and I really missed meat before then but it wasn't anything special. I kind of feel like I could have done longer without it. Well, what's done is done :-\ that's all for now

Song#4- Melonie Fiona - It kills me

goodbye

2010-01-03T11:14:00.000-08:00

I remember you stared at her with this lustful look in your eyes
but you're a guy so I let that fly
cause I knew when we got home
I was yours and you were mine

but I guess over time
I ignored the signs
blinders covered my eyes
now you're going to wish you stayed home that night

I took off from work a little early
had your favorite meal all done and ready
thinking you would be home momentarily
I guess you fooled me

but I just kept busy
and when you walked in at a quarter to three
I acted like it didnt faze me
greeting you with a "hey baby"

calmly ran the shower water
and washed you to get off all off her
and for the first time you were knocked out cold
I guess she did something I never done before

I wonder what you reaction was whrn you woke up alone

last night was last night the past as I call it
and we're not going to work it out so please stop calling
so have no hopes of us being together like we were
and when you want some dont hesitate to call...her

cause I'll never forget how you stared at her
with this lustful look in your eyes
the next time I look at you
I'll be saying goodbye

Forget

2010-01-03T10:50:00.000-08:00

We weren't even together
and hadn't had our first kiss
you were just that easy
to fall in love with

the memories of you
I tried to erase it

I deleted your number
and both ringtones I gave you
I deleted your name out my call log
and all the text messages too

but I have your number by memory
and both the songs on a cd
I may have forgotten the dates and times
but I remember the conersations you had with me
and I still get the urge to text you goodnight before I go to sleep

it's like I erased you out of my life
but the only exception was my mind
no matter how hard I try

I wont ever be able to erase it
I dont want to think about how it might be her you fall in love with
right about now I just want to be over it
and to p.be honest with you I just want to forget

Second Nature

2010-01-02T18:54:00.000-08:00

Some people hae to breath to keep living
I just have to love you
some may call me a fool
cause an unmutual scenerio might be true
but no thought makes me happier than thinking of you

Good days or bad days a smile comes on my face
when I think about us being together one day

But you have a relationship of your own
so me and you must be postponed
and I'm alone but I can"t move on

cause loving you comes like second nature to me
so I'll just sit here and wait patiently
hopefully one day we could be together like it should be
you and me

I remember well the day we met
I neer told anyone I was attracted
afterall we met through my bestfriend
and once before you were her man

and I try not to speak of it
but man it's hard not to think of it
you two together
before either of you knew I exist

you may not care and she may not either
but the thought of that stick with me like a doctor and a needle
piercing me deeply as that thought repeats
over and over in my head like a scratched cd

but anyways aside from secret attraction
you said I was plain I said we would never happen
but I guess along the way love became a reaction
of our conersations and time together much to my satisfaction

it's more than love it's a gravitational pull to you
just like a werewolf I imprinted on you
and it's true
love that I found at once

and it comes like second nature to me
so I'll just sit and wait patiently
cause one day maybe we could be together like it should be
you and me

you can rip my heart right out of my bare skin
and stomp it into the cement
up until that last beat and the last breath I take in
it's the love I have for you over powering

just like the little engine that thought he could
love you like this I never thought I would

If I love you like this while you're with her
imagine how I can love you while you're with me
see we could be

unstoppable and everlasting
forever? we can move past that
right now and next lifetime
as long as I'm with you I'll have that

love that comes like second nature to me
but I'll just sit and wait patiently
praying that one day we could be
together like it should be
you and me!

New Years Resolution Poem

2010-01-02T12:39:00.000-08:00

From this point on

I’m living life with no regrets
Living life to the fullest
Living life with no more asking “why me”

Cause when I get through hard times
Every breath after I am stronger

The pain He has in store for me
wont end until my dying day
I pray that day is far away
But in this world is hard to say

and I’m at that point now
where no one can tell me a thing
cause I already heard it before
and felt the pain of almost everything

It’s time for me to speak up
And everyone sits back and listens
The words rolling off my tounge
Are the words everyone has been missing

By now you should be sick
Of not acknowledging this ignorance
We hear it and we speak it
But next year we need to stop it

And stop speaking on
What others should do
Just worry about you
And care about the few
That helped you make it this far
Because they deserve a thank you

You don’t have to tell anyone
How much you love your hater
Or how they’re making you famous
If you’re not well known
Start learning and exploring
And leave the haters alone

I appreciate all I have
And the things I’m yet to get
Another year is over
But my journey’s no where completed yet

Unstoppable

2010-01-02T12:36:00.000-08:00

I’m a solider in the army

Fighting for life
From the moment I open my eyes
To when I close them at night

I take burdens of my shoulders
To get bricks thrown at my face
But I cant stop now
I have to finish my race

No matter what
I have to come in first place
Because I built the tracks,
The field and everybase

I’m in the process of making roadways
With a side of directions
All for living life now
Because I can go back and make corrections

Making mistakes is part of reality
Fixing every error isn’t actuality
Though I may want to it’s just not possible
It’s a life long journey, my race is unstoppable .

Forgotten

2010-01-02T12:35:00.000-08:00

I forgotten how it feels

To have a hand to hold on to,
So when you come around
I don’t know what to do

I forgot how it feels
To hear that special ringtone
But I constantly find myself
waiting up by the phone

I forgot how it feels
To be held in someone’s arms
Or by their side in their jacket
And that feeling of being warm

I want to relive those moments
When I was on cloud nine
I will wait for the day
You become mine

First Date With True Love

2010-01-02T12:32:00.000-08:00

Date number one

You had me
Sitting quietly
With no words

Rain drops were falling
And I noticed
So I grabbed you closely
And you kissed my lips

Then you called
when we left each other’s presence
“do you know what happened tonight”
You asked me
“we kissed in the rain” I said
Confused on why you asked
“more than that” you said
I just sat in silence

“tonight I fell in love with you”
I blushed from ear to ear
But you couldn’t tell
Weird enough, I felt the same way

“I love you too”
Was all I could think of
Who would have thought
On this very first date
You and I had found true love

Connection

2010-01-02T12:30:00.000-08:00

As I open a book I see my connection to life

And then,
I begin to listen
To with my soul within is telling me
As I grab my pen
While my inner soul reflects on what my eyes see,
Then turns around an takes a glimpse at me
And thinks about what my slef reflection can be

I continue to write
From now until the dark night
Take a break,
Then continue until the morning light
And if the speed is constant I just might

Finish my first chapter
Since that’s the goal I’m after
Lines to pages,
Pages to chapters,
Chapters to books,
Books to series
All written by the soul within me.

Shadow of Lies

2009-10-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

So I'm walking down the street

and it's a slight breeze

so I look to the shadow on the side of me.

I check my hair and I'm good.

So I'm thinking my hair is ok and not messed up

but when my sister hands me the brush

I already know what's up!

And all this may seem irrelevant

but the truth is, people lie like shadows.

Or vice versa but so what

either way they both lie to us.

The thing that really gets to me is

when the liar is someone you're cool with.

I'm thinking everything all good with you

like you were telling the truth

but you lied to me like a shadow on the street would do!

My shadow showed me that my hair looks fine

and I'm alright but really it just lied.

But ya'll keep going with ya'll shadow of lies

I just know I won't lie to me

I'm 5'1 not 5'3

and I don't sing or rap I write poetry!

But that's just me

You're shadow of lies won't defeat me

I'll keep living with every bit of ease,

but lying is just so ugly!

I mean, you can put on an outfit and just be bad.

Still at the end of the day you gon be mad

cause lying ruined the outfit you had

I send a special thankyou to everyone who's lied to me

you protected me

and help me build my guard for the next liar I meet.

But karma..karma should be a liar's worst enemy

and you can take it from me

cause I've witnessed and experienced

so yeah I'm a little bit of a hypocrite

cause I tell white lies

but lets face it, the truth can be ugly too sometimes!

Karma goes around and comes around

and it hurts when it hits you

and at the end of the day you're going to wish you told the truth.

And I'm not specifically speaking to any of you

but here's what liars should do

step out the shadow of lies into the truth of light

and see where that takes you!

Forever and a day

2009-10-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

Me and him were running errands one evening
and we stopped at a Walgreen's
cause nature was calling me.
When I was done, I came out and he smiled at me
and, I don't know, I guess that got to me.
He waited for me. Patiently, unselfishly
something that not everyone does
and because of that I know for a fact
that with him my heart will always stay intact.
It won't fall apart or break into pieces
and I know this cause he is here to stay
but not for long, just forever and a day !

My Fishys ! :)

2009-10-26T23:30:00.000-07:00

Whew ! It took me forever to put a frame around these 10 pics so I hope all of you enjoy them ! These fish were a gift from my dad to me and my brother . I was doing some major cleaning when he brought everything to the house so it was nice to stop for a minute and setup the fish tank with them ! :) It was the first time in a long time this house felt like a home to me so I'm really going to cherish these fish ! Enjoy the pictures !

The last one is my favorite one !

SLz CATS

2009-10-21T17:26:00.000-07:00

For one...

Since I can't seem to stop talking about it-

I signed up for SLz's poetry reading!

I'm nervous and excited about it.

It's next Tuesday so if you can,

come hear me recite poetry for the first time!

Two..

Black Student Union-

We had our first meeting today.

If you weren't there- BE THERE NEXT TIME

[Wednesday November 4th]

We're working on fundraisers :)

We'll I guess that's all for now!

(post script) You don't have to be black to

join BSU! Everyone come! :)

Quote of the Day :)

2009-10-21T17:13:00.000-07:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that
other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously
give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

-Marianne Williamson

Need help.

2009-09-23T17:17:00.000-07:00

I'm brainstorming and starting to write my first script! It's a love story; I don't want to give a lot away but I do need help.

What are some sweet things that boys say to girls? Or do for girls?
What are some rude things boys say to girls? Or do to girls?

How do you get over someone you really like?

If you like your best friend but don't want to ruin the friendship you guys have now what would you do?

Can you tell me you answers to these questions. Thanks!
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Democracy

2009-09-14T19:44:00.000-07:00

So in World History (my most boring class) we're learning about forms of government. Today I read about a guy named John Locke who believed in Direct Democracy. Me personally I like Representative Democracy. Why? Because we still have a voice and we have someone to represent that vote. This may not be in best interest to the people who lose due to minority but it's more organized than a Direct Democracy.

Any who the reason I'm writing this is because we have a Representative Democracy right now and I feel like we need to take full advantage of that. I think if each of our cities come together and create something positive & powerful we could benefit from having a Direct Democracy.

I'll pay more attention in class any share the news with you! Thanks for reading!
-PrettyYoungPoet

Just In Case I haven't finished.

2009-09-14T19:08:00.000-07:00

I just told everyone on twitter that I'm posting a blog. This is true! I won't tell what it's about but I'll have it on here shortly. Just in case I'm not finished when you look on here this is a reminder that a blog is coming so hold tight! Thanks! -PrettyYoungPoet

Thoughts of the day...

2009-09-03T20:42:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's friday & that means I survived 2 weeks of sophmore year. The first dance is tomorrow so I'll be there from 7-10.

18 more days till September 21st, 2009! I'll be 15 years young that day.Not exactly sure what I'm doing for my birthday but I'll figure it out.

Thank you so much for the continued support. I want to better myself as a writer so I'm going to be reading a lot of poetry maybe next week. Breaking Dawn is slowing me down but I'll get to it. I want to put more poems on here but sadly I haven't been writing. Sorry about that. More to come soon.

Follow me on twitter! :) Love ya! TTFN.

My Twilight

2009-08-27T17:03:00.000-07:00

are you familiar with the fomous book series twilight?
if not let me tell you about it.
you see Edward is the love of Bella's life
and Jacob's the bestfriend that makes everything alright.

Edward left her.
Jacob held her.
But in the end it was Edward she picked.

I'm stuck in that situation.
I have to make a choice
but right now I'm not sure which.

My Edward Cullen is all I could ask for
and no doubt about it I love him more
but there's something about Jacob I can't ignore
after all he is my best friend.

Jacob cares for me and he listens
One of the most loving people living
and I'm not saying that Edward isn't
because I do want to be with him.

I don't even think confused describes what I am
I'm stuck between my love & my bestfriend.

No music?

2009-08-27T16:58:00.000-07:00

New music.
where would the world be with no music?
we speak words of pain
& forget people people have to go through it
no music.
means words stay confined inside you cant even hum to it.
new music, no music, old music
got that certain kind of beat to it
make you wannaget up, electric slide, and move your feet to it.
Soul music.
Got a legend or connection that make you always wanna go to it.
Dream music.
Pay attention to the lyrics and you sing to it.
All music should have a meaning and a beat to it.
Youth music.
Sometimes have a specific dance to it.
And who knew it that music
would go from old music to new music
soul music to youth music
and I appreciate that we never had NO MUSIC.

Insanity!

2009-08-27T16:53:00.000-07:00

Show no sympathy
for my insanity
it is indeed
a part of me.

Some mat call it strange
my mind's deranged
love and pain
I am insane

Need my poetry, I'm addicted
Writing down my every conflict
word for word I have to have it
though this poem does not make sense!

haha; i just wanted to write a poem called
"insanity" and this is what I got :-\

thankyou !

2009-08-27T16:49:00.000-07:00

More people follow me on twitter & more people are following me on here so thank you EVERYONE! School juast started so I'll only blog to say thankyou, show pictures, and ofcourse my poetry! I'm going to post two more poems right now so I hope you enjoy!
Peace, Love, and Poetry!

-Akialah

Dedicated to Pac

2009-08-15T00:01:00.000-07:00

The realist rapper I ever known is Tupac
till this day I still don't know why he had to get shot.
The things he tried to stop is still going on.
Things he wanted to stop he spit the lyrics in his songs.

I know you seen him all gangsta in above the rim
but some powerful words in this world were quoted by him.
Like, "they say that it's the white man I should fear
but it's that black people doing all the killing out here."

It might sound harsh but you know it's the truth.
No other rapper can say that quite like Pac do.
It's still violence in the streets,
kids hiding under their sheets.

Cause they hear them gunshots,
around the corner on the block,
outside of the churches,
what we doing ain't working

People want to pop their collars and they want to stay fly,
but we still got these questions and we still don't know why
we kill these sisters and brothers and all the little cousins.
any you steady gettin mad when we askin where they love is!

Mi'Arre Syni Baxter

2009-08-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

Love is not lost when a loved one passed on
it's okay to cry when you're trying stay strong
Keyshia Cole said, "Love never knew what I was missing"
But I'm missing you and your slobbery kisses.

Your beautiful smile that brightened up my day
and how you held out your arms when I came your way
I will shed a few tears here and now,
But I know you're still here some way some how.

I cherish those days when I watched you for a while
when we laughed and played had fun and smiled.
So this is my good-bye until we meet again,
until that day rest peacefully in heaven.

This poem is about my little cousin that died a few years ago. She hadn't even hit one years old. She was my little angel on Earth and I dearly miss her. I wrote this poem for the obituary

Definition

2009-08-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

Strong affection, warm attachment, beloved one
What is the definition of love?

Love is...
A special bond,
or connection between two people.

Love is...
What you mean to each other
and how much you care.

Love is...
A whirlwind
of smiles, laughs, and cries

Love is...
a life pathway of happiness

So nevermind what the dictionary says
love has no definition.

No More Light

2009-08-14T23:41:00.000-07:00

Let the light from our love dim
till there is no more
like the stem of a candle burning
till it reaches the core

Like Christmas light in June
unplugged and stored away
or a light bulb that has blownout
and you're forced to throw it away

This love no longer gleams
and it no longer shines
this love is no longer yours
and is no longer mines

So I sit here writing this poem
thinking about what could've been
this love that never happened
will never happen again

I love you too

2009-08-14T23:33:00.000-07:00

hand and hand
me and you
just like we were
months ago

kissing in the rain
caused us to fall in love
and we're still together
and going strong

I asked you
"what do you want for Christmas"
you said
"I want it to rain"

I laughed and asked you
"why"
you said
"so I can fall in love with you again"

You hold my heart
carefully in your hands
and I have no fear
of you hurting me

There was nothing I could do
but hold you close to me
and whisper in you ear
"I love you too"

Puppy Love

2009-08-14T23:27:00.000-07:00

What does it mean when you like someone
but you're not sure if you love them
and every single moment
you find yourself thinking of them.

there's this thing called puppy love
it gives you butterflies
and you can't control how
it makes you crazy inside.

it's obvious you care
but don't take it too far
these thing don't always last
and puppy heartbreak can be hard.

do I tell them I love them?
this is crazy and unheard of!
should I just walk away from
this thing called puppy love.

Force

2009-08-14T14:09:00.000-07:00

You can force yourself to refrain,
you can force yourself to shove,
you can force yourself to pain,
but can you force yourself to love?

Can you force youself to love
without feeling remorse?
To adore and care, without being part of,
a love that will eventually fall off course.

could a love so true
be forced together?
Will it eventually fall through?
Or will it continue to get better?

Best Friends

2009-08-14T10:29:00.000-07:00

Secret kisses,
long conversations,
I miss you's and I love you's too.
best friends are what they call us.

Holding back in the begining,
us being together was forbidden,
at least that's what we thought
cause best friends are what they call us.

That's how we started, just best friends,
now we're riding it out till the end,
but for now it stays between us
cause best friends are what they call us.

Let's Talk About Us

2009-08-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

Want to complain 'bout how the government keep boostin' the gas prices us,
but lets talk about us.

Neither one of us respects each other anymore,
and we can't work together that's why we still living poor.
Instead we bring each other to the white gates
'cause at every event you gotta come with the Ak
so yeah let's talk about us.

Selling drugs to the kids is that the way life goes?
Prostitutes on the street as young as 12 years old.
Pergnant at 13 with no clue who the daddy could be
died young and seen nothing outside of the streets.

Sometimes you want to think about living large
and everyday pullin up in a different car
then you take a trip back to reality
make paper and bring it home to the family.

When night falls you got to cry yourself to sleep
cause you're sick of living life in poverty.
But, let's talk about us.

Creativity

2009-08-14T10:14:00.000-07:00

My creativity.
My creativity is unique like a snowflake.
My poem is a complex leaf.
I am a lioness, queen of the jungle.
You are a pond, and I am a lilly pad

This was an assignment I had to do in the 9th grade.

Live, Laugh, Love

2009-08-14T10:05:00.000-07:00

Live today like it's your last
have fun and take chances.
Let the past be the past
move on without second glances.

Laugh till tears roll out your eyes
and cherish every little thing.
Enjoy every moment of life
and everything they bring.

Love those who love you too
and forgive those who hurt you.
Create happiness with everything above.
Life seems so much easier when you live laugh love.

Perfection

2009-08-14T09:51:00.000-07:00

Perfection,
exist in imagination.
We dream of perfection
then wake up to reality.

Perfection,
doesn't exist in reality/
Hard work leads to greatness
but never perfection.

Have you ever dreamt the perfect fantasy?
Sucks that it was just a dream.
Your own little moment
in the land of perfection.

Perfection,
isn't shown in my reflection.

Perfection,
isn't shown in love's affection.

We work for perfection
and never achieve it
cause perfection only exist
in our imagination.

Sweetest Death

2009-08-14T09:48:00.000-07:00

Slowly.
Softly.
Surely.
It's killing me.
You're killing me.
I'm dying.
The sweetest death.

Your touch.
Your kiss.
Your voice.
Your scent.
Gives me a smile
that never fades away.
Leaving me breathless.
It's happening.

Slowly.
Softly.
Surely.
It's killing me.
You're killing me.
I'm dying.
The sweetest death.

No More Racism

2009-07-27T15:51:00.000-07:00

We wnt through trials of abuse and neglect,
many things we'll never forget.
We still came out with heads held high,
isn't it time we get some respect?

Can't believe that racism dragged on this long,
and no one cares to fix what's wrong.
It may take a while to end the problem,
but one day we must all get along.

When history repeats, it's almost like a sequel,
and yet there are still racist people.
The thought of racism is just insane,
when are people going to realize that we're all equal?

We should support each other when things get hard,
But instead you choose to disreguard,
The people who are here for you to love,
But still you keep your heart in a guard.

So let judgement fly like winter wind,
and find someone new to befriend,
and after the first step of change,
let racism gradually descend.

My Words

2009-07-27T15:43:00.000-07:00

Emotions let out with no words
because my words are trapped inside me.

Anger and sadness built up inside,
sometimes make a tear fall, calmly I cry
but still my words are trapped inside me.

Frustration and confusion bring misunderstandings to my life,
chaos surpasses my joy,
yet my words are trapped inside me.

Trust in a friend,
friend being the who catches my tears when they fall,
there for support, a person I should be able to speak my mind to,
but nevertheless my words are trapped inside me.

Through my growth from a child that cries when she falls down
to where I am now, inspite of everything,
my words are trapped inside me.

Support! + Follow me on Twitter

2009-07-27T15:36:00.000-07:00

I've finally decided to publish my poetry. Maybe it's beacuse the people on twitter been pumping my head that I'm a good writer. LOL. Well I really need this continued support I really appreciate it! So I'm going to post some poems right now so check them out! Thanks! Peace, Love, and Poetry! P.S. that's what I decided to call my book! =) Follow me on twitter! www.twitter.com/love_my_music

My First Love

2009-07-19T22:43:00.000-07:00

my very first love.
moving to the sound of you
ever since all I could do
was bob my head.
every beat I hear
I'm moving to it
it doesn't feel right
if you're not loud in my ear
with you, no problems exist
only a bridge, a chorus, and verses
let me hear it, let me love it
got to love music!

Vincent

2009-07-19T22:35:00.000-07:00

Just the sight of you
puts a smile on my face
I love you cousin

This is a little haiku I wrote for my little cousin! He lives with his grandma and he came out here today to visit and I love being around him! He's my source of happiness!

Sunset

2009-07-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

If the sun set one day and never rose again and you knew it was going to happen would you tell anyone?

who would you tell?
would you watch the sun rise that morning?
who would you spend your last day in the sun with?
what would you want to do your last day in the sun?
would you watch the sun set?
how would you feel after the sun set?
now just imagine if you didn't know it was going to happen.
the sun would just set and never rise again.

I wrote this beacuse I watched the sun rise a few times this summer and it was actually really interesting and I feel that it gave me a positive outlook on the rest of the day.

Mi' Corazon!

2009-07-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

She's my rock!
You hurt her and I'll hurt you.
That simple statement
holds so much truth.

She brought me in this world,
and I'll take you out for her.
Real anger comes out of me
when she gets hurt.

She held me close
when she heard my cries.
Some wishfor a mother
as special as mine.

The ear to listen,
and shoulder to lean on,
she gives it to
and expects nothing in return.

I could talk for hours about her
but I'm pretty much done.
I just wanted to let you know
how much I love my mom.

The name of this is "Mi' Corazon" because that's what I call my mom. For those who don't know it means my heart in spanish and that's exactly what she is. My mother is my heart!

Love these song.. check them out

2009-07-07T21:35:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson Tribute Video :I'll Be There Acapella
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IEm8UsF--cc

Who's loving you - Jackson Five
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ane6VJGlIMs

Wyclef Jean ft. Claudette Ortiz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLkWBOS0Fns

July 7, 2009 (Day of Michael Jackson's Memorial)

2009-07-07T20:13:00.000-07:00

As soon as I woke up this morning I walked in the living room and my mom, little cousin, and uncle were watching the Michael Jackson Memorial. I sat down and did NOT get up until it was over. It was very touching and entertaining. I was strong though I only cried once, when Paris talked at the end. My point of this is that Michael Jackson was a phenomenal guy, I didn't have the honor of seeing him in person but I feel like I've known him my whole life. I feel that way because he inspired me and even my peers even though we may not realize it. I was dancing like Mike today and realized it was just like a dance we started doing a few months ago out here in the bay area. I don't think whoever made it up realized that but it's the effect Michael had on EVERYONE!

k i n g of POP

2009-06-28T12:49:00.000-07:00

June 25, 2009 we lost one of the greatest! Michael Jackson died due to cardiac arrest. It was very sad. I love dancing and he was the best he influenced so many people including myself. After I heard about him passing I listened to one of my favorite songs by him "Butterflies" and it almost had me in tears. Then thats when I decided to celebrate his life and his legend like never before. Michael stays in my heart and the hearts of many others. Love you Mike! Rest In Paradise!

My Inspiration.

2009-06-28T12:41:00.000-07:00

When Rev Run sends his 'Daily Word' to Global Grind I get them sent to my email. He always has something positive to say and it really inspires me! This is my favorite quote so far. I made it so everyone can see it. It keeps me going and I'm now going to try harder to NOT procrastinate with achieving these dreams of mines so thank you REV RUN!!

Last day of school.

2009-06-11T21:43:00.001-07:00

Awh I'm going to miss everyone!! <3

Oh my gosh this is crazy!!

2009-06-11T19:04:00.001-07:00

http://globalgrind.com/content/726830/KILLING-ANIMALS-IS-FING-WRONGITS-THAT-SIMPLE/

PLEASE WATCH THIS!!!
OH EM GEE!! IT'S SAD.

Random Questions #1

2009-06-03T16:35:00.000-07:00

7 Random Questions...

1- Would you rather be/have an Independent woman or a housewife?

2- Would you date someone who already has kids?

3- Is lying easier than the truth sometimes?

4- Do you think women can do anything men can?

5- Is there a such thing as a 'man' sport?

6- Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time?

7- Does time/life pass by too fast or too slow?

Hmmm...What do you think?
Leave me comments!!

These same questions are on my myspace && twitter. check them out.

twitter.com/love_my_music

myspace...I forgotmy url?? lol just search -Akialah Ansar- in names

5-25-05

2009-05-25T11:38:00.000-07:00

I'm procrastinating with new moon.
I love my new phone.
superman is my wallpaper.
5-21-09 was supposed to be the best day ever.
It turned out NOT so great.
I'd do anything for my best friends.
today's agenda:
washing.
mall.
homework.
no school today.
can't wait for the drama to come tomorrow =P
preparing for my first screenplay.
really excited about that.
I admire John Singleton's work.
I hate my hair today.
didn't come out how I wanted it.
I need music.
I need a good poem.

5-17-09

2009-05-17T19:31:00.000-07:00

I decided that all of my blogs are going to start off with a picture and it's going to be a list
unless it's a poem.
or any of my other writings.
it is so HOT.
Orlando Magic is going to the next round.!
updating high profile myspace.
still reading new moon.
coming to theaters 11-20-09
re-write sci-fi story tonight.
i finally have a new phone.
&& i can get twitter updates.
i want to help someone with a music video.
can't wait till video production tomorrow.
ohhshoot.
i need to do my extra credit.
and my regular homework.
well this won't be too long.
that's all for now. =) <3

Get to know me

2009-05-13T17:04:00.000-07:00

This is me like on a daily basis. [unless I have an attitude=\]
I'm really goofy.
Really concieted.
At times I care for others more than I care for myself.
Love chocolate past death.
And music.
And poetry.
Love twilight to the fullest.
Starting new moon tomorrow [5-14-09].
I think really wierd.
I'm concited.
I love taking pictures.
Attend SanLoenzo High.
At the moment I'm not too happy about that.
Freshman.
Love long hair.
Have short hair.
Live with mom and little brother.
Have the weakest phone ever.
I write down my bad dreams in a notebook.
I have 3 best friends.
"tweety" is my go-to guy.
I don't do well with relationships.
I'm insecure at times.
I try to be independent.
I get irritated easily.
I want to go to USC.
My favorite numbers are 5 & 21.
My favorite color is green.
My birthday is September 21st.
Monkeys are my favorite animals.
And snakes.
I really want a puppy.
One that like never grows.
That's all for now... Until next time.